First Impressions ........

First Impressions, is important. To one person to give it to another person, for a first time, to impress. But that’s what one think, but to the person receiving it may mean another. This is personal subjectiveness with frame of reference. It is so with culture, up bringing, personal experience and religion.

Basically, people judge all the time. With the first date, the job interview, etc. With so many images running though our minds with Ideals, ideology and what not. And so people judge, the way one carry themselves, their table manners, posture, how they speak, and punctuality. To earn the respect of others, one must pass their judgment, if not one will be considered an outcast.

Who throws the first stone? To judge the poor woman, Jesus challenged the people who mobbed lynched her. And who is the poor woman? Who, like her feels the peer pressure of conforming to peer’s judgment of what ever they think she done was wrong?

It’s not just about what has been done, or how it has been done. It’s more of that very first impression that lasts, as the saying goes “The first impression always lasts.” or is it? Change comes with time, time changes people.

The ones who were quick to throw were the ones who left in that parable. Wonder why? Who knows… who knows…

me myself and I

I get the phrase " I know you " alot .
And people think that they know me, truth is they don't.
What they know about me is usually what i let them to know, even after 5 years my own close friends say " They do not know me. "
Don't blame them, people change with time. My ownself too even if I don't subconciously know it, sometimes i don't even know myself. Even though there are many sides to a person, and what they show might be a mask, all those sides changes with time.
It's hard to catch up.
Me ? i don't show my true me very often, because i its personal.
The different me I show people is to the extent of how much I trust the person and to different people a different me, to a degree all of them is me.
Who I really am, who I show myself as and to whom I am tomorrow
I do not really know.

too early to say anything but when one do is usually too late

quote from a friend which i created.
this phrase some can consider it a paradox
some can think of it as irony

but it is true as in life there are many times where one is hesitant to speak up about feelings ( especially ). And when they feel that they can come up with the courage, that moment of chance slips past.

then the regret arise from the depths of the grave of the suppression that lead to one doing stupid things that destroy what ever one wanted to save in the first place.

any man can sweep any woman off her feet just need the right broom ( hitch )

another way of saying there's some one out there for everyone.
depending on a few number of circumstances the relationship may or may not come true.

quiz

here is a quiz for you to take ;p
http://www03.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=060812100745-872253

need hate to be happy

ppl always tell me not to be angry and not to hate
to be happy

yes i agree i live to be happy but alot of times and situations evoke from within me the fight to fight for that happiness and fight i will

but in order to win any fight i need hate why ? cause i need to be angry
anger fuels me in my fights and for me to win and to spark anger i need hate

but then again when i don't really care much around me i don't hate cos i don't care
when i care then i will hate

so when i don't care how do i hate ?
this is something i will try to explain some other time

Need for speed Most Wanted (NfsMW) review

"Cruising down the streets on the prowl for a race in your riced up ride, a blacklisted
racer hooks you up with a race with his friends, and off you go, as the race is nearing
the climax, an eagle eyed cop spots you switching on his siren, he began chase, thinking
to yourself, not this kinda race soon ur goal is to evade the cops reguardless of
winning or not. "

Welcome to the latest Nfs title Need for speed Most Wanted (NfsMW)

You are a blacklist racer who is out for revenge, you rival blacklist number one, a guy called razor set you up causing you to lose your ride and your girl.
you mission is to get his attention, and bring him down and get your girl back.

I would like to think of this game as a combinition of Need for speed Underground2 (NfsU2) with Need for speed Hot Pursuit (NfsHP).

The NfsU2 part

is evident as the racer gets to rice up his ride with visuals, parts and performance upgrades. I am happy that they decided to make it a one stop shop so as not to run everywhere for the different types of shops all over, not that it mattered to me. Some of my friends don't really like this, so they must be happy.
But few of the items were left out, like audio, neons etc. Personally i would have like to see the neons back. It adds the to the blacklist racer look.
Off went the visual rating , which was sad because i was thinking they could improve it like getting a cash / bounty reward for the certain level of impressiveness they achieved.

The NfsHP part

well, the supercharged suvs are a nice but irritatingly addition, u gotta tangle with them to know what i mean. then there is this good guy character that they put in which is a new one for they didn't put any in for HP. He is a rich sarge copper, why ? cause he hunts you down in a Corvette C6, able to keep up with you and keep you in sight,
and he always hunts in trios and his fav tactics is to box you in. geez.
The chopper is back too, this time it doesnt have its dropping barrel attack. phew.

The selection of cars that were brought over from U2 are mostly asian types. Like the Mazda, Mitsubishi, Toyota. From HP are the continetal powerhouses, Lambo, Porshe, even the Merc Maclaren SLK can be chosen.
There are unique cars to unlock too, like the BMW M3 GTR, and the Corvette C6.R.

One gripe of mine is that the game didn't have the GTR Nissan Skyline, and the 350Z, and the Toyota Sprinter Trueno aka AE86, these are very cool cars that U2 featured.

One of the unique and new additions are after you defeat a blacklist rival you get to choose 2 special markers from the person. Apart from choosing the three usual (visual,parts,performance) upgrades. you get to choose unknown bonus markers.
Now, i would encourage every one who read this to gamble on the unknown markers, you get intresting options like keep ur rival's ride after you defeat that person among a few others not to mention, and to spoil this aspect of the unknown.

One new race type that is featured is the challenge series, this is a set of races that you have to unlock during your career mode, to be able to play it.

All else said I would give this game a 8/10.
and I m looking forward to NfsMW black edition.

Unforgiving servant

Even among the closest of friends, sometimes we hurt each other. In this Parable Peter asks Jesus what to do when u get hurt by someone.

Do you completely forgive like the master or are u like the servant who woldn't forgive?

I wouldn't seriously care about what those whom I don't care about do whatever not.
I don't like to carry imotional baggage cos I already have myself to contend with.
So theres nothing to forgive.

When I don't love you , definatly I don't hate you cos I don't know you so I don't care about you. so there's nothing to forgive.
And when you are someone I love , If I hate you I'll completely forgive you thou you hurt me. Cos basically i care, no matter how big or small, i`ll overlook it.

Well, God can forgive time and time again. And giving up his son so that we are once and for all forgiven. So y cant I ?

Its hard forgiving someone whom you love and care about hurting you. I didn't say it wasn't. Sure that it will take time. I will forgive eventually. Depends on how hurt I am, it will take time.